Sometimes i find myself in higher places, places that are abstract and almost virtual,
I sometimes really believe that if we believe enough in somwthing and do it the justice of carrying though with it it is true – like the matrix, the matrix was a virtual concept , an abstraction that became true, sometimes i think that i have my own abstractions – its just carrying though with them that i can’t deal with.Sometimes i think that im insance to think so abstract and then belive it.But how crazy is crazy?
We all have to be a little crazy.
Virtual reality perhaps is a concept that i can relate to, though briefly.
Sometimes i think too much in the clouds- i think about abstractions.But all abstractions are not all false – to the contrary infact, all abstractions are baased on something real and finite – thus can abstractions be figments of our imaginations? I think not.
Sometimes i abstract myself,my being and life in general and make them mean other things , then i feel that im in a higher place.
But this higher place suffers one fundermental design flaw – it required total and utter immersion of oneself into the concepts it creates by abstraction of others.Sometimes these concepts define new things – but one must belive until the very end if there is such a time.Perhaps when this ever happens you are trully crazy.
im scared that i see higher places, like those abstractions in the movie The Matrix.
Im actuallty so fucking scared.
higher places, places where you rule.Where all seems easy.Yet sometimes i think im decieving myself – im like my own enemy – i define, yet i dont understand the definition.