If my mind fails under the strain of this torture, at least i will know that you are protected.
My uncertainties are dangerous, and let me bind them to me, and let me chase you away.Each time i fail – i hurt you, i am not ready – im just a seeming portrait of calmness and stillness – but painted by a unsure painter – who you know not of – and this is tru;y who i am.So go! I need you to be safe, be away….
I’ll pain alone…i am practiced.
goodbye