I’m sorry that I was so insensitive,please forgive me – its like a blindness I have, I cannot see. I know I told how I was and where I am and how I see myself again, I don’t have a puppy but that woud’nt make me anymore happy… you listened to me, saying my piece …
You have the right to arrange your own life under the blue sky and the hot sun, to get a drink of water, to stretch, to travel wherever you like ….. What about the main thing in life, all its riddles? If you want, I’ll spell it out for you right now. Do not presue …
I dont care to think about you anymore, but though that I’ve reached this point, i think i enjoyed it kinda – worthwhile i think. worthwhile, but still, i don’t care to think about you anymore
I have a friend, shes a bit distant though, its not so fucking bad, but im not crazy about it either. we’ve been into each others head and missed a couple of times, maybe i see to much into stuff these times or maybe im just a bit confused right now, maybe i just need …
Rupert, pass me that key – its old, this key, so cold and rusty, Into the hole, i see before me, i glance through, I see parts of a mysterious glory. have you seen the side that hides, from me and you and all the world too? in depths of darkness the mystery resides, in …
Rupert, pass me that key – its old, this key, so cold and rusty, Into the hole, i see before me, i glance through, I see parts of a mysterious glory. have you seen the side that hides, from me and you and all the world too? in depths of darkness the mystery resides, in …
sometimes i think we are born to die, a life of living, a desparate urge to satisfy that which makes us cry. ’tis not solid this that I’m giving; maybe my soul is heavy tonight, it dreams to heaven so silently though, as if to not wake the mind that goes, so quietly beneath this …
Sometimes i cry for no good reason, sometimes i think i’m falling backwards knowing that i’m going to hit my head on the edge, sometimes i think i have no grounding like im swimming in mid air, sometimes i wonder how special things are and why they dont see them too, i wonder the cottages …
I’m not too sure…of what or where this is, this place I’m at here now…Its quiet now – the people have left for home, i’m alone – very alone – but safe, i look to one side and then to the other opposite side, its cool – Its me,by myself here close to something, though …
I feel safe when i don’t know you and you don’t know me. I feel safe when i know that no one can know me and enter my mind and thoughts. I fear the oppertunites of love and relationship for fear of security breaches and my ungaurded beaches, where i walk and speak with the …