I don’t trust anyone. Why must I change, and risk it all?
Lost perhaps I am tonight under darkness or candle light. A small box of mine does reside, a keeper of things that I must hide. In a small box I reside, my thoughts and soul and my mind decide. lost perhaps or thrown away? A quiet truth, never lies.
Into the fire we go. Resolute and unwavering we forge towards our destiny. We shall not show the anxiousness but intent and we will continue when the light fades or the path becomes treacherous. We are certain for ‘tis where we’ve come that drives us forward. Whatever comes will come as it must and whatever …
From within, echos rise up and signify hope. They are alive within me like tiny ants or silent fires. Why do I survive? I misunderstand this being I’m within, for it has strange power. It’s heals, grows and is flexible beyond simple things.
There are times when nothing is the only something worth doing. This usually happens when I’m more tired than usual and the thought of concentrating is itself more laborious than at other times. At times like these, thinking quietly and slowly is therapeutic, and productive provided it is about nothing in particular. Sleeping is a …
I try to be realistic but my usual tendencies are an unsettled medley of mis-shape; my quiet thoughts are missing. The emptiness inside is inevitable. My friends are gone. What friends? My thoughts are dying. They watch me instead of listening to me. It’s because I am like like the wind – picking up the …
Hold me in your mind; Let the light hide, and the darkness forget. Let your thoughts feel and perhaps to remember me; Death is maybe the closest we have to meaning.
I thought I might get married, however I just never did. truth is I never felt the urgency. Maybe if I met the right woman – someone who made me realise the necessity or perhaps my own vulnerability? Maybe that’s what happens? Though I don’t think I’d ever let that happen to me. This is …
Perhaps life is cruel after all?
She took a look at my apartment and thought less of me for it. I’m happy she did, and I don’t blame her. I didn’t think too much of it at the time because I didn’t want that conventional default that she did. Though I realise now that she expected it to all play out …